You can't plan life

I just knew that I was going to get pregnant when we planned. I started planning what I wanted the nursery to look like, possible names, and just imagining how life was going to be different soon. I knew it was going to be fairly easy because I had always been so regular. Every 25 days, I could plan for it months ahead of time. August came and we began trying. I was ecstatic when I was late. I tested and it was negative. I thought maybe I just tested too soon. So I decided to wait a day or two. I ended up starting 3 days late. I realized that this was going to be more difficult than I had planned. I didn't understand how I could be so regular and then all of a sudden, not. We continued to try each month with no luck. I began searching the web for any advice, tips, or even myths that could help us. By this time I was so irregular it was frustrating. I know that this frustration didn't help us in terms of trying, but I couldn't help the way I was feeling. Finally, after 9 months of trying, I decided to make an appointment to see my doctor. I have heard that if you're under 35 they want you to try for a year before seeing a doctor, but I just couldn't wait any longer. I thought maybe they could tell me something.